tonight i had a major realization. as most of you know, i am in san francisco watching my babies for 10 days (only 3 days left with them :( ). tonight, some aunts came over for dinner. i wasn't feeling particularly hungry for i had a large, late breakfast then snacked on peanut butter pretzels all day. so i skipped dinner. one aunt asked if i was eating and i answered "no" the other aunt said "why? are you nervous?"
i was so confused. what could i possibly be nervous about?
oh yeah... i'm getting married in 5 days. the biggest, most life changing thing that will ever happen to me.
that one thing where i'll be stuck with the same person for the rest of eternity. i'll change the name i've had all 21 (almost 22) years of my life. i'll move away from my childhood home. i won't live with my own family ever again.
that thing
you know what? i'm not nervous. not in the slightest. i'm ready. you know how people say "when you know, you know" nothing is truer. no one can tell you who to be with. you just know. and i know that i'm supposed to be with bryan. and i can't wait.:)
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